I see leaves flying above the air together. I see the sun shinning so bright lighting the skies in caribbean blue. I see a little girl dressed in pink and she was dancing around with no worries. I closed my eyes and breathe in the soft warm air that surrounded me. I was five again, where nothing was too hard to handle, problems was as easy as to reach things or climb the stairs. Tears filled my eyes, the world was a less fearful place to be in. The world was much simpler than. The world was considered safe with no worries. Probably because the worries and fears were carried by my parents, my older sibling or by others.
I cry, because I miss those years and those moments. The moment I felt bliss because I didn't have to go through a single problem. I cry inside. Nowadays when darkness approaches I thought to myself alone in sadness. Where am I? Where will I be in the coming years to come? Where was I before? The day was coming to an end and the sun began to set. I see beautiful colours in the sky ! They call it Twilight, beautiful that words cannot describe. Are you scared? The change of the weather, the world, the mentality? Cruelty that affects people, lost children, lost soul, lost lives, and lost hope. Life is so short, death surrounds you without you even noticing it. You could get a call saying he or she passed away and you're heart stopped beating for awhile. Everything began to drown in you.
I walked down this beach as dawn approaches. A new day has begun for me and I began to fear the new day. So scared of the future. I tried to grasp in everything that was around me. The sound of the sea, the feel of the sand against my feet, the cool morning breeze that send chills to my body. In my heart I asked god, whether I can go through this or not? The journey is still long but I fear of it a lot. Will I make it?
"Inspired by The Lovey Bones and the soundtrack"
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