On one dark night, I'll stand by your side when you need me. In that moment you'll see that the world isn't so dark as it seems. I'll take your hand show you the light but I can't bring you there. Only you can do that for yourself. Although it hurts just to stand here and think back of all the memories we've had, it was nice while it lasted. Those are the reasons I'm still standing here, to repay all the nice things you've done for me. To not destroy this friendship we have, and make the best of the moments we had and still have. So know something, when you're sitting along by the lake, I'm going to stand by there and watch you. When you lie alone at night thinking about life, know that I'm there if you need me. I'm no angel but I'll be your guardian and friend for this moment. I'm just a girl, I can't be a miracle. I can't be there before you everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second of the day, but I will always be there somewhere among the clouds, trees, water, and around you. Don't push me away, though it's hard for you to take me in, give it a chance and I'll be that girl you call friend.
I'll give you this song :
Savage Garden - Crash and Burn : )
The Pain Would Fade
A Pink Rose
She knew there was no hope when she found out about the love of his life. It seems the girl he met years ago was the one and she was willing to let go for his sake of happiness and for hers too. When the wind blows she smiled, as she knows that this thing she was doing was the right thing. She enjoyed every moment she had spend with him, those memories that they've shared. A few weeks ago, she might be crying on the bed thinking he lied every time with his actions. She might think that he was the most manipulative man she ever met that hurt her. Yet now, she's taking things simple and just enjoy every moment that was beautiful between the two of them.
On one saturday night as they were traveling back on a bus she fell asleep on that boy's shoulder. He didn't even push her away neither did he froze in his position. Instead when the bus stopped he quickly place two of his fingers against her forehead gently avoiding her head from falling from his shoulder. He had also paid for her ticket on the bus while she was sound asleep. Mid way, he place his head on her head and fell asleep, they remain in that position until they reach their destination.
Once they reach the destination, they walked back to their blocks, but on the way, they saw a carnival that has been there for almost a week. An idea came to both their minds and decided to check the carnival out. He bought her an ice-cream, and 5 different types of sausages. The sausages was him trying to be sarcastic with her, but she just ignore him. It seemed that every single thing that he tried to make her mad or annoyed, doesn't seem to affect her. All she did was change the subject or ignore him. It's no wonder sometimes how people mistook their friendship. Yet she knows deep inside that things won't go far with him and she's fine with that. In fact she's happy with it.
She accompanied him for dinner and they looked even more than just two normal friends after he fed her the sausage. After that, they made their way back to their blocks. As they were walking, the wind was blowing heavily, the leaves was falling from the tree and the lake was beautiful against the street light reflection. They were just joking around, until it drizzled. Soon the the drizzled turned into rain and it got heavier by the minute. However, they were enjoying themselves playing under the rain that they didn't bother running back to their block. Her hair was wet and so was his, they smiled, laugh and push each other. He tried to scare her by taking the short cut to his block, until she looked at him surprise with her puppy eyes and complained about him being a bad friend. When he saw that, he smiled then laughed and accompanied her back to her block.
The next day they didn't talk as he was busy with his dinner and she was busy with her own events that night. It was near midnight when she reached her room after the event she had attended. She took some pictures with her friends and went straight to shower after they were done. While she was enjoying her cold shower going through her memories that she had for the last few days, she closed her eyes, happy with just thinking about it. While she was in the shower, the boy had called her twice but she was not there to answer. In the end he had called her friend asking where she was and asked if it's possible for any of her friends to take something that he wanted to give her from him.
She came to the room to find 2 miss calls from him and her friend informing her that he is on his way to give her something. With her hair dripping wet and cold from the shower, she search for her clothes. As she was wearing her pants, he called her. He was close to her block and told her come out. By that time it was past 12.00 o'clock. Instantly she wore her shirt, combed her hair, and went straight outside.
He was about to sit but changed his mind and stood up when he saw her. She told him that he couldn't stay long, afraid of what the guards and people might think of a boy and girl seeing each other at night. She walked closer to him and he handed her a pink rose. Half surprise by his actions, she still took the rose from him and smiled. She had never in her life received a flower from a boy and he was the first to give her one. Flattered by his thoughts of giving her the rose he had received from his dinner, she only manage to say thank you and that he had to go before anyone sees.
She smiled a happy smile and made her way to her room smiling. As she cut the rose's end and place it in water bottle that was filled with water she wonders in her own thoughts. Why would he give her the rose? Why didn't he give it to somebody else? Why was it that he didn't give it to his date that he went with? All the questions was there and the answers was in the air when all her friends told her that he had feelings for her. Yet she told them they were mad and that he was never in loved with her as she was sure who he was in love with.
