Fear of The World

Have you ever felt that you've succumb to a moment that is haunting yet, comforting. That part of you that felt betrayed by the world you live in. Lies crawling like thorny vines from the words written across mediums build upon the hegemony that cannot be undone. That fear of loosing the faith in true meaning of love and life.
There were smokes from the burned of hopes and believes. The lost of time and moments that was left in regrets. As I walk solemnly across the dead trees, the nightmare I fear have finally come to life by power and greed. That brought angers to my heart, tears to my eyes and torture to myself. How could I have succumb to the life I chose not to live in, a kind that absent mindlessly thought me to stop appreciating simplicity. I grieve in anger, condemning myself over my stupidity. Now everything around me is crumbling down and the shadows was now the company closest to me that I am holding on to. But the darkness has come and the shadows began to fade. "Run!" my heart screams, " Just run as hard as you can.." and I run. How far? How long? only time will tell.

-Behind the Lights-

Take Me Back To When It Started

I stare across the blank page, a new start, a new change, and  my heart whisper... "Take me back to when it started". Take me to the time where the sun rise and all the memories came flashing through my memory. Take me to the time I begin to remember my first birthday where an image of a card with a baby holding one finger up. Take me to first day in kindergarten, to myself searching my kindergarten friend on my first day of primary school. An epoch-making that lead me this far. How far have I come from where it all first started? When did art stole my heart or when it all begin? Tell me how I let it slip away for so long? Tell me and take me back to when it started.

Standing across the sunset while listening to the whispering wind. I wonder the secrets the souls of nature has to say? How does the ocean compelled us slowly when the waves hit the shore? Every sense stronger when my visions are clouded by tears. Each sound, each sense thought me to learn something in different perspective. "Absence makes the heart grows fonder" a statement that can place a person at different standpoint where they stand . My heart yearns to be happy, to experience bliss once again, to appreciate priceless things in life. Take me on a stroll of the life changing experience that brought me here. Then you'll witness every step and you wonder how yours took you where you stand this very second. Appreciate the bittersweet of life that makes it beautiful and maybe a new dawn will transcend from within. What began as a blank page started to fill itself with words that tells a story. So don't stop there, if ever you hit a wall, breathe and close your eyes as you take yourself back to when it started. A fresh perspective that will set your soul free that encourages wisdom and faith to walk before you run towards the immensely unknown adventure.