World Behind My Walls.

Many people say, I go through life easily. I don't face the problems like they do. Everybody seems to think the burden they carry are much heavier than others they point to. In my opinion the burden I carry is the same weight as others but in a different form. It's how you deal with it that shows how you carry the burden on you. Some shows the burden on their face, while some covers them with smiles and laughter everyday. I'm the girl who wears a mask everyday with the smile and laughter because I hate sympathies. I live through days and complain about most of them but that's how I get through things, I complain and when I'm done I'll forget about it. I would say we should be luck on where we stand. Some might see us as the most lucky person on earth. We're not in the middle of a war zone, or being thrown away by parents or worst running for your life and working hard to survive the violent and uncivilised world at the same time go to school with the money you work for. We don't see this things because we thing it's something we refuse admit. We are lucky in our way. I deal with a lot, but music has been a part of my life that helps me go through. I search for something to tell me that my life is worth living. So if you think you can't take it, you can take it. I believe in this quote, "God will not give you the test if he knew you can't handle them" by Kelly Clarkson. I believe in that, though sometimes I ask why? I mean I'm a human being and I'm not perfect but I release my emotions through writing lyrics and strumming my guitar. I update blogs hoping other would read my story, my point of view. Though I know nobody reads them but I'm glad just having something share with the world take attention to my blog if ever have a reader.
The world behind my walls are so much more than you see a girl who is bubbly and smiling. I manage to put those masks because I knew what's best for me. And if I fall, I stand up again by myself. I'll cry myself to sleep and wake up the next day to tell myself that god will show me the road to truth. I believe in becoming a musician and I believe I'll achieve it someday. Sometimes god just gives you the test because he knew you needed them and sometimes he wants you to get the message his trying to tell you. So don't just give up, try try again till you get it right. Fights won't solve anything and by being egoistic won't do either. I have my ego I admit but then again like I said I'm human I'll try to change what I can, What I can't you just have to accept me with my flaws because no one it's perfect. Your imperfections are what made you perfect. : )
So smile and live your life to the fullest. Trust me everybody has a problem it's just how you deal with them. xoxo You'll soon know.