I'm A Fool When It Comes To You.

Someone once told me that you're a fool, stupid, idiot and the whole words that are related to stupidty and insane are always being place upon people who are blindingly in love. Nobody ever told me that loving someone is going to be hard. It was suppose to be easy like how you feel about your family, yet it's nothing the same.I know for 3 years for a fact that I was loving this person yet, this person never had feelings for me. If he had, there were possibilities I was blind or afraid to admit it. I have been drowing myself in despair and sorrow for a few days since I found out. I wanted to tell him, I needed to tell him the truth. Therefore I decided that I must tell him the truth. I know it would ruin our friendship but it hurts even more just to keep it inside. I know he would ignore and avoid me most of the time but it's for the best for me. Maybe if he finds out, I get to release this feeling and move on. I need to move on that's what I will do once I tell him the truth. I'm going to ruin this but I have to.