Maybe there was a wall that I built in my heart, surrounding it with vines with sharp thorns. I hid behind those walls, my comfort zone, my safe ground and a place where hurt and pain never exist. I was strong, I was ready, I got used to it. Never knew how to communicate, never let anybody in, never trust anyone so easily, never let a man in. The reason was, I've been hurt by so many men in my life. So I shut the door and I move on. I took the pieces and paste them back only to protect it even more.
However today, because of the wall I've built, I didn't realise the beauty that was behind it. I haven't felt his love for so long, his caring and when he showed it, I didn't know it, I didn't see it, I didn't want to accept it. I was so scared to get hurt over and over again so many times like he did before. Somehow in that moment, I shatter half the wall to let the sun in. That's when I realise how much I've miss him all this years. I've miss him being there, I've miss his hug, his attention, and so many more things. Yet even in that situation, my body stood still, confused in that moment. If I could tell you one thing is that I love you so much and no matter how much you hurt me, I love you and I miss you.
Inspired By : Dishwalla - Candleburn.
p/s: raw but it was what I felt.
Miss You
A New Beginning
On Friday morning like this I would still be sleeping in the comfortable bed. Today, I'm getting ready to go off to next phase of my life. Entering a whole new world, where risk are higher, and you take a chance at every step you take. As promise I'll update this blog, telling you my life in my new world..
Disney Friends For Change
As you all have read in the papers, seen on billboards, and saw on the news, climate changes makes our Earth temperature increases. Many animals loose their habitat, hence their species began to disappear by the generations. Like polar bears, seals, and penguin are used to living in a cold place but if the the climate changes increases drastically these animals will die and our future generation won't be able to witness these beautiful and unique animals.
By taking a small action you can make a big difference. There are many ways for us to help. You could volunteer to pick up the trashes at the beach, gather your friends together to plant trees, recycle, buy batteries that state it's Ni-Mh which is rechargeable, using reusable bag instead of asking for a plastic bag or maybe as little as bringing a stainless steel bottle around instead of buying a water bottle in the store. You can learn more about this by visiting website that will provide you with information on how you can help or you can visit or join Disney Friends For Change. There they will provide you ways on how you can help, make you realise that the little things you do can make a big difference to Earth. You can take pledges and vote towards making our Earth a better place to live in. Here is the link or you can find the link at my Link Box under Disney Friend For Change.
Link = http://disney.go.com/projectgreen/index.html
You may also watch two videos that was created for Friends For Change which is in my top playlist on my "Music I Listen To" box. With one little action, a chain reaction will never stop.
