Life is Full Of Fear That We Overcome...

Weeks ago, I would say and beg that I would like to go home instead of staying here. Staying here means away from my comfort zone, away from my family, away from the worry of being in my home and away from the people I normally see. However, I realise the benefits of staying here. I've grown so much and in the tight schedule of my life here, I didn't have time to worry about home. I know you might think that it's bad but honestly, I worry for something else nowadays. I worry about my assignment, I worry about being late to school and I worry that I don't have enough time to wash my clothes. I realise that I worry like a normal teenage girl who is growing up into an adult.
Speaking of growing up, I realise that the decisions I make nowadays are mature and it surprises me. I began to face my fear by pushing myself into something new. Which is great considering that the course I'm taking requires me to join so many events in order to get great marks. It's fun and it's scary here. Most of the seniors are nice too here. I like that they are confident which gives me hope that I might build up mine in the period of time I was here.
Well I gotta go rush to rehearsal now. Wish me luck ! Love ya'll