Today I'm Not Me

Today I wore my poker face,
Clothes that are designed for pretentious,
It's typical for people in my case
When a person wants to be taken serious,

I reminisce as the water cleanse,
Looking in the mirror and wonder who I see,
This is not me, I'm not at peace,
Who is this, somebody else I see,

She looked so different,
A part of me seems so distance,
A part of me wanted to scream,
Let the tears fall let herself crawl,

Today I'm not me,
Today I see my mistakes clearly,
I wish I could leave,
I wish I would've thought before I speak,
Because today I'm Not Me,
I'm somebody whose trying to fit in,

(C) 2011, By S.S