Bitter Heart, Unspoken Words, and The Pain That Pushes

It's not easy to write nowadays. I find myself staring onto a blank piece of paper or towards the wide screen across me. Overtime, I've become good at holding myself, keeping it all to me, and pretending that everything is alright. I put on a face that people rate as snobish or reserve. Could I help it? The answer to that, is that I don't. The things that calm me are the elements that exists on earth. The beauty of the leaves on trees or as it falls, the sound of the ocean and the feel of it on my skin, the sunrise and sunset, shooting stars, the feeling of sand under my feet. It may seem pretty reckless to some, but it's the beauty god has created that makes me feel innocent and hopeful.

About a month ago, I took a road trip to the beach and I found myself indulging in the moment. Everything felt free and easy to me. Problems placed in the back of my mind and I was worry-less for awhile.



I guess overtime life took it's toll on us and as we venture into adulthood, life will teach and shape you. It was your parent's who may have contributed to who you've become but to me, life experience has shaped me a lot to who I've become today too.