You Were Never Replaced.

I was walking alone watching the sun as it began to set. The cool breeze sends smile to my face. I let my hair go from the tight rubber that was holding it up, and my hair went wild as the wind blows. I close my eyes and every senses apart from my eyes was active. The softness of the wind sends chill to my skin. A soft whisper from the wind reminded me of him every minute. Slowly I began to walk towards the sea still with my eyes closed. When my feet touches the water, it reminded me of the day we walked side by side by this very sea. The sound of the waves and the birds in the sky felt so close to me. You felt close to me. It seemed like it happened yesterday but it was 3 years ago. It's amazing that I'm still standing here fighting the barriers and holding my tears every year.

I felt your presence there when you hugged me from the back. You wouldn't let me turn around but I knew it was you. Slowly I opened my eyes and slowly I tried to touch your hand on my shoulder and you disappeared. Tears form in my eyes and I tried as hard as possible to stop it. The heart ache was there, fresh and painful as hell. You used to be there but why did you go? I couldn't move on because it was you who saw me. My flaws was perfection to you, my laugh was a melody to you, my smile sends you flying with joy, my eyes made you weak, my weight was nothing, and the best of all when I'm me, you find it amusing and amazing. You were proud to call me your girl and you knew when I'm down. You showed up at my doorstep with a smile on your face and an ice cream for me to taste. Everytime a different flavour. Everytime with a new music to cheer me up. So tell me, why I should move on when nobody was good enough like you.

(This scene was playing in my head as I was listening to the song Justin Bieber - That Should Be Me. Don't ask me why but yeah the characters was playing inside my head and I just wanted to write it down. So since I haven't yet installed microsoft words therefore I only get to write it on my blog and you all get a chance to read it. Hope you enjoy it. Bear in mind that it's raw so it's not so good.)