Life is Interesting

It is interesting to know how people survive throughout the years of their life. How they got through hard times when the spices were just added a little too much for someone to cope at the time. Today, I woke up with my whole body aching, due to excessive sports that I never really like to indulge myself in but was being force to yesterday. While lying on the bed, thinking about my whole life and how I've come through, I realise that there are so many things that change but I'm afraid to accept. I hate the thought of being independent, I hate the thought that things might just turn around for the better because I was used to things turning out so bad. Sometimes, I hate the thought that I might just be strong for awhile, because I was so used to breaking down when I think that all is too much for me to cope. I would sit and wait for the tears to fall, but lately it seemed like, I should be grateful to where I am and make it the best for me to cope.
There's so much for me to learn, though I know I'm not able to stand but I'll learn to crawl for now Even the birds fall before they can fly so I guess this is one of the millions time that I fall over and over again. Maybe whatever I did was a mistake but I'm sure it was a mistake to be done on purpose so I could learn to move on. Life can be pretty funny at teaching us.