A firm believer in hope dreams believe and finally and recently love, so many have thought me that being single or being with somebody has its pros and cons. I sometime find myself a burden and so do I sometime find it to be a burden. It was easier to weight the things in life on your own shoulders rather than to balance it for both team seems harder and confusing. You began to question the right and the wrongs and the should and shouldn't.
Scarily, I find myself missing those alone time in the evening sitting by the pool accompanied by slow and folk music like Damien Rice, Patrick Watson and James Blunt songs. A book in my hand and the breezy wind that blows as the swing move slowly. It was nice, it was the only life I knew and never did I wish or expected to be accompanied by someone else. I wanted the sun to kiss my skin, lighting my face with it's warmth of calmness. Smile and spreading my arms against the wind that was the simplicity of life I wanted besides making music that tells a story and a tale. I wish to sit by the beach with a guitar, a pen and a notebook or maybe at the top of the canyon witnessing the sun set or at an english garden with a walkway leading to a fountain. It seems easier alone because I was always alone. It seems nice to have somebody but than will he alter to fit the life I wish to live in the future.
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