Sometimes I Wonder If It Was A Dream...

It started off so great that I didn't think it would end.
Every action you take,
every word you choose seemed so harsh yet sometimes it was sweet.
As I stood here waiting for the answer,
I stare at my finger.
The one and only that is wearing a ring,
for reasons that only god knows.
While you wear the half, I wear the other half.
Yet we seemed distance since the incident.
However, tell me why do you still wear it on your finger when I came to visit you.
As I stood before you pretending nothing happen days ago between us.
You wore it with no sense of guilty yet proud to show it before everybody.
What is it that is going on between us,
would you please tell me. I'm confuse in my conclusions.
Am I playing this game only in my head?
Is this a dream I'm playing in my mind
or is it a game that we're playing right before our eyes.
So many reasons for me to ask these questions,
I'm not gonna stand here forever,
I may pretend but deep inside you stir the emotions that might strike the thunder.
Now you text her behind me,
didn't think the truth would surface,
Didn't think I would find out,
Stupid of me to let your picture stand there,
but you placed mine in the same place in yours,
believed in something when you touch me,
wasn't there something that you felt,
when you look in my eyes,
did you see a stupid girl who was falling in your trap,
I can't play this game forever,
one day I'll call it game over,
I may lose it but as long as it makes you happy,
since winning is your thing,
to egoistic to admit anything even being in the wrong,
manipulate the situation,
take advantage of my action,
so I'll leave it without a heavy heart,
wearing a smile because I knew you were never gonna be the one..
I wouldn't wonder anymore if it was a dream.

p/s: Very much raw.. but I guess it's good enough lol..