Growing Up

One day there was a girl who thought the problem she had in high school was too much to handle and she thought she ought to think as an adult to survive. She thought she was mature enough at the moment but it seems that was just the beginner level of taking the step into what I call pre-adulthood. Being an adult does not allow you to make decisions base on your feelings, emotions and heart. As an adult you act and decide only with your mind but not with your heart, you may think with your heart only when you are with yourself but not when it concern someone else. She did that mistake once when she followed her heart instead of her mind. She was not focus at one point and she realised that now. She had realise that she was immature and that things was not like it was when it was in high school. Little things does not matter in life and she was ready to venture into the world of her career. To make it successful as she can. No more diversion and no more being foolish over something. She realise what was more important, she realise that she is not ready for things like this. She realise that she has a long way and that she will think about it in the future when the time comes but not this time.
Apart from that, she may realise the mistake she has made in the past but at the end of the day she is human and she learns from mistake. She learn that people may talk about her, but she knows herself better. There are many who would make tales and sell them to others. At the end of the day it hurt likes hell but it's a part of growing up. However, she wished that things were different for once, for once maybe she was on the other side and not where she is right now. But than again, maybe this would be a god send lesson or message or practice for her. Besides, the moon can't be seen in the day and the sun may not appear during the night. It's just the way the world goes round. Whatever it is, we make do with the things we have and somehow everybody plays a part in everybody's life but remember one thing, you are the main character in your life because it's your own story line. So some bad things may be the spices or epic climax in your life before it settle down. Somehow, what she had wish for before this turns out to not go out the way she wanted. Things always gets complicated along the way and you began to realise that nothing goes the way you wanted.
I can't give you any advice that would help people who goes through the same thing this girl had. That is because I haven't found the best advice or solution to them. All you can do is that, people might talk and you might not like or feel happy about them but at the end of the day, you may look at yourself in the mirror and ask that person you see looking at you. Is it true what others have been talking to her, and if you know that it isn't you may smile and laugh it off. Laugh at the thought at how people can make up things even when they have never sat and had a cup of coffee or chat with you. So, who gives them the right for them to judge you and know who you really are without a legitimate evidence to who you really are when you don't know that person. So, be strong, look up straight and wear a face that shows your not guilty when you know that you aren't. One thing for sure, you may know who you are and wear a poker face but your heart knows your lying. At the end of the day it will kill you. So take a step by step level. Nothing comes easy. I know, and trust me when I say this. It takes time for you to digest everything and settle things out after shutting yourself out for almost a week now.

That's all I have to give you tonight. Hope you like my post and wish you the best in life. You'll soon know, signing out now !