Third Day Attempt./ All Over

Today was amazingly interesting. I learn more and more on taking time by sailing solo. It took me awhile to realise that I was forgetting my intentions. Slightly tired by all the drama, I choose to fly solo and not get hurt. I spend the whole day with my niece and nephew and I realise they meant more to me than any outsider. I was happy to choose them over others. I was finally getting my head straight. Though there are fear in my heart to the outcome of this Saturday when I finally let myself out again. I know some might go against me and there some who don't bother at all. Whatever it is, that moment would be the time I will decide what my intentions gonna be, the answer to all I've been facing.
It is vital that in a writers mind, they must explore every aspects of the world. You must test yourself, explore your imagination, try something new and write the all the things that goes through your mind. It's amazing sometime how we read through our old posts and past writings. It makes you wonder who you were at the moment. I guess that's why I'm doing this, I'm writing on my blog base on my experience on trying to shut myself from many people or limited people in my life. See how everything goes and take the chance when you have it. It's amazing that when you think about it you actually survive quite well than you thought you ever will. For me, I'm surprise that I haven't had the chance to cry on the outside. However, I'm not sure if the ache inside is still there. Probably, the reason why I've been avoiding things, denying my thoughts or my feelings. It used to be comfortable being in that situation but I guess after awhile, I got tired or maybe the scar has grown deeper from where it first started. Maybe, that was the last straw for me.
I know I'm not making any sense, the idea is actually all over in my head. I hope you just stick with it. Enjoy your day tomorrow. Goodnight and Take care all you readers and bloggers.