Shadowed.

My attempt to stay silent for a week is done. Well I didn't really keep to myself, I did have some friends who was here for me. Friday was fun, I laughed and I never felt so free to be myself. Nobody could judge me and I didn't feel the need to keep myself constantly on guard. Those two who made me laugh so bad was Nadee and Hud. Yes, they deserve to be mention on my blog. I have never smiled and laugh so much since high school. I couldn't careless about the people around me who who was looking at us and wondering whether we are nuisance or not. I found a part of myself today. What goes around comes around but I couldn't really have that trust towards people nowadays. I shadowed that part of me now. I can no longer have that trust in people or just put myself out there again. Being a private person maybe will have it's perks. But I got my head pretty clear this week, especially on my main attention in life. No more looking back or wasting my time. I am going to focus on my studies and just keep to myself. Yes, keep to myself.