I cry

The story goes along the thin line of hope and fear. In the dark of night where only the moon is the only light we see when the stars hid behind the dark clouds. She faces the lake as her heart drown slowly in regrets and despair. Wear her heart out on the sleeves yet obscured by her own feelings sometime. There are days she seems so sure, while there are also days she felt the stab of pain through her heart that she couldn't make up any excuses for what she felt. Every tear that came down her cheeks form memories that she wished to relive over and over again everyday. Even if it kills hers after that, at least she could smile alone for awhile and laugh a little or let her heart jump even for a second as the memory played in her mind. Things was perfect when they wanted to be, and when it wasn't she wanted to run and never stop. Running was one thing she wish she could do, but her mother had thought her to face challenges in order to move forward and not backwards.
Every season, as the leaves changed, and as the weather turned cold, so did her heart. With every passing season her heart was rebelious, and she no longer cry as she used to. She was stronger but she can't deny she still feels the stab everytime an object, a weather, or a place reminds her of him. She was now walking pass the ice-cream truck; instantly the memory of him buying her an ice-cream strike her mind. There was a time where there was a carnival, it wasn't part of their plan but they did it out of fun. She was teasing him about buying her an ice-cream once, with no complains he asked the girl for a cone of ice-cream and paid for them for her.

- A draft, I didn't know how to continue on... lol